Just Some Pain

really really really fucking horrible pain. It's nothing I haven't felt before. I just can't stand when it keeps me up like this. I should be sleeping soundly. exhausted from the days events. but no. I'm here. blogging about this awful pain I've had in my knees since i was in high school. Have I ever gotten it checked out? No. Why? honestly? because i'm afraid of what they'll tell me. I've gotten it looked at by school nurses and a few physical therapists that ive spoken to through work, but never anything more. the cartilage in my left knee is down to nothing and in my right knee is getting close to becoming the same way. I suppose thats what i get for not wearing my brace while working out.

Mt. Rubidoux. My Death March as I lovingly call it. depending on the trails you take...it can be anywhere from 2 miles to 4 miles round trip. up and down...
this is some of the veiw from the top. it kicks my ass every time. but it feels good to do it. there are 2 trails that meet at the top. one is a less intense incline from the bottom that is 2 miles up and 2 miles down. then there is the devil's asshole climb (as i like to call it). Its a major steep trail only a mile long. almost going straight up the mountain. The view and spectacles on the way up and down are amazing. So much history has comes up and down this mountain. so...if you're ever in the area and need a good work out or just a nice walk...hit me up. I'll make you cry. Or at least the mountain will. I mean, it's making me wish I never went. ack, it's late. i'm going to try to rustle up some vicoden or ibuprophen or something to exile this pain temporarly from my body.

good night all. stay safe, stay warm, drink lots....DUECES!