Yeah. I said it. In general, I am disappointed with the way everything is going. I've been trying really hard to keep it all together and keep my head on straight. I just get so frazzled. I need someone that will go do things with me. Be active. Take a walk. Go in the water. Ride a bike. Go hiking. I don't have that and I want it so badly. Someone that won't get mad at me for studying. Someone that won't laugh at my paintings. I know that the love it there. It's just the little things that aren't happening. How am I supposed to grow as a person if I don't have that sort of encouragement and understanding around me? I'm thinking this all might be over soon. I can't take it any more. Wash the dishes for once. Pick up for once. DO SOMETHING, PLEASE. I shouldn't be the only person doing things for the other. Why don't you serve me dinner for once? I'm tired. I'm frustrated. And I'm feeling unappreciated. What to do what to do.
Right now there is no bright side. I've been facing way too much disappointment lately. I swear if just ONE thing went right the way its planned this week, I will be forever grateful at that little miracle. But, alas, I have false hopes for I know that with the light of the day, comes another dark storm of being let down.
ugh, I'll get over it.
dueces.
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