it's been a while and i know i only have like 3 followers that probably won't see this as it is because it's damn near the point of extinction, but...i write on...

my life seems to have made a dramatic turn to the mature degree. almost TOO mature. it makes me wonder if there's a next chapter and how fast this one will end. it's boring as hell. Not boring, just emotionally labor intensive and i'm tired of it. Now, don't get me wrong; I don't hate my life or anything so dramatic as that, but i'm surprised at how much there is. it's a lot to take in so much of life in such a small amount of time. Since this time last year, i've learned an extensive amount about renal failure due to the man of my dreams being overcome with kidney failure (the strength and perseverance of this man will be legendary), i've become accustomed to being friends with the one person in my life i promised i would never be around and talk to again, i've been introduced to another child's mother...who happens to be my man's ex, i've been high, i've been low, i've been snatched up, i've cried, i've laughed, i've fallen in love. All these things at the time seemed so trivial and shit. Looking back, those are things and events that have made my life what it is right this second. it's amazing how the world turns and you turn with it.